Today I awoke again to my alarm. I had my training at PO at 12, which was good. It was a good refresher. I felt kinda crappy in the morning though. I had peanut butter, and it totally upset my stomach so like... I was feeling kinda like junk. But the bus ride was interesting. This guy sat beside me, I really noticed him. I could just sense a sort of connection. I pulled out the book I'm reading a lot of, "Wheels of Light", and he saw it and after I put it away asked me about it, so we had a little talk about the book and energy and the like and it was really nice. Helped me forget about my tummy. Then this kid overheard us, and asked how we know any of it's real, and I was just like "I dunno, I just feel it, man." and then the guy I was talking to before ended up coming to the front, and basically trying to convince us that we're wrong because of some reason. I had a lot of trouble understanding what he was saying, he contradicted himself a few times, so I let him go. Jesse was the other guy, by the way. He kept on talking with the other guy. It was interesting to listen to. The other guy was trying to say all religion was wrong, and all that jazz. He claimed to be a pragmatist. I don't know much about pragmatism, but apparently it's all about being proven totally right and completely logical by someone. I felt a bit offended by the kid, especially when we were walking outside the Bay Centre and he had the nerve to tell me I should wear shoes. I was calm about it at the time, which is good, but yeah; that sucked. Interesting though how even just speaking of the energy that surrounds us as human beings brings us together. Neat stuff. Anyways, then Jesse and I just walked around to his friend's place for awhile, he's a pretty chill guy. Turns out he dropped off a resume at PO, crazy stuff. Then I had my training, it was fine. I'm working a street shift tomorrow, which will be interesting. I don't know how to hook people on the street, so I'll have to ask Ezra about that. 10AM - 5:30PM, so it should be a good time. Hopefully it doesn't get too hot. Then I came home. I started to feel really angry and frustrated, it was kind of pent up from the last couple days, and I was really annoyed with having to get up early tomorrow for a job I haven't even been trained for, but then I decided it was a good time to bike down to the spit. So I did. And I walked it, feeling ever more angry. Then I did a sort of meditation double set. I sat on the loud, windy, chilly, side and just focused on letting out anger, and calming down a bit. Then I just did my best to keep my centre and walk along logs, and my steps grew more intense, then I stopped, and went to the other sunny, calm, pleaceful side, and sat on this log by some really still water, and just focused on bringing in and accepting calm as my new mood, and anger as being passed. And I felt great. Then I had a quick chat with Allison's mom, which was nice. Then I came home and had a bowl of ice-cream. I should get to bed soon. I've got a day of work, then a night of gaming to get through. HELLLLL YESSSSSSS.
Be well, much love!
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