You make me wanna pick up a guitar, and celebrate the myriad ways that I love you.

Love, love, love. Tonight I feel sick of it. I wish it would disappear, ahah. It'd make my life easier. But that's just me whining. I'm saying a lot of things lately that I don't mean. This is not a good thing at all. It is a terrible habit. I've fallen into constatnly saying "no,no, that's a complete lie, aah". I used to be so against lying. What is going on here? I need to figure a lot out. So this week has been interesting, I guess. It looks like I've landed a job landscaping in Oak Bay, working mostly with plants. I'm amazed at how the powers around me work. I wanted a job working outside with plants so badly and I wasn't sure whether I'd be able to find one or not, and BAM. There is one. Right in front of me. I have one more phone call to go through, and then I'll be a little more clear on whether I have the job or not. I found that out on... Wednesday. Tuesday was a fairly dead day. RIGHT. Tuesday I got new shoes, and a ukulele. I fricken love my uke, I've played it soo much lately. I'm so pleased with it. I worked on Wednesday as well. I had a lot of good energy after that phone call, but work sucked it out of me. I just hardly talked to anyone. It was one of those days where just nobody was around. So that's fine, I guess. Thursday... yesterday... I went for a bike ride. It was nice. I haven't been biking much lately. And then I think I did something. I know I went into town, but for what reason I've forgotten. Weird, I have no idea at all. Did I even go into town? I'm not sure. Today I went into town for sure, though. I went to Tongues of Fire. It was awesome. I really want to get involved with the Victoria spoken word community, it looks just so amazing. I got to read a poem, which was cool. I was super nervous, I was the second reader of the night, ahah. It went well though. I saw lots of friends at ToF. So it was such a solid night. Cannot wait for next Thursday! As for right now. I'm probably going to look up songs to learn on my uke! Pass the time away. Goodnight all. I need to be more present.