So yesterday was an alright day. I went to work, and I dropped by the MEC and it turns out they didn't carry the shoes I wanted, so I've gotta order them through the website, but it's free so I'm not too worried about it at all. I'll probably get them in a couple weeks. Work was okay. I've been feeling a major lack of confidence at work, and nervousness doing my job, which has really hindered my ability to be effective. But I talked to this one guy and his buddy who were just sittin' down drinkin' beers and having a good time. He was super interested, listened to everything, and I had a really good rap. It just really lifted my spirits. So the rest of shift was alright, didn't make any money, but next week will be a lot better. Then after work, it was party time! Braden had a grad 'ol party, and I saw lots of people I haven't seen in ages. It was fantastic. I drank a bit, but I wasn't terribly drunk. I really need to stop being such a fucking loser, and really cut back on drinking. Even though I wasn't really drunk, I still drank more than I told myself I'd like to, and I hate letting myself down. There's no excuse as to why I cannot follow my own rules and goals that I set for myself. So I've gotta get my ass in gear with that. I was able to say "Hey, I need to help my body out, I'm going to bike a lot", and "Hey, I want to work my upper body, I'm going to work out as regularly as I can," and actually do it, so there's no reason why I'm not able to do this with drinking. Time to get my ass in gearrrr!!
Thanks.
Much love.
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