I've been listening to a lot of Nick Drake lately. Evan introduced me to him at POH, and I've really enjoyed his music. I really miss Evan. I need to call that boy and get some plans together. I haven't seen him since POH, which is far too long. I've been caught in the whirlwind lately. With work, I'm just feeling a lack of depth amongst the people I'm working with, so naturally I jump up to face value as well, and it feels like I'm comprimising myself. So through the week I kind of feel like I'm disassociated with myself. But today was really grounding. I was with Sammy for the day, and we just walked around barefoot together, talked, and learned a lot about each other. So it was just really amazing. I haven't a good solid connection in awhile. So today I got some more of the grasp back to myself. I also went on a 20K bike ride this evening. It felt like nothing. Which is really good. That means I am getting in shape. Tomorrow will hopefully be a 100KM day. Riding to Victoria and back. I'll have a nice break with Seth to re-energize, so I'm hoping I can make it both ways. I've met all my goals sofar, and I don't plan on breaking the streak. It's an extra 40K that I haven't ridden before, but you don't breakthrough by sitting still. Hopefully it all goes well! If I make the full 100K my three week total of riding will be 472KM. I'm hoping I can do that. I know I can do that. Fuck hoping; I can. I will. Tomorrow I'm riding to and from Victoria. It will be intense, and good.
Much love, be well.
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