Slow Hands.

Ahhhh yes. This morning I felt very rushed, and I didn't enjoy it one bit. I was completely dreading going to work, but when I got there, it was nice to see Dan, Clem, and especially Louisa. It was extra nice to see her. I felt like I connected with her awesome at Braden's party, and it was just really nice to see her again. And the day went well, talked a lot which is always nice. But yeah, work was alright. Bus ride home was nice. I dunno what to blog about. I feel like my life is shambles again. I'm not biking much, not exercising much, not meditating much, not doing much of anything. I need to remember myself. I seem to get so caught up with having to always see people and do stuff that I forget about myself. I swear to fuck that I don't know what I need in life right now. I say need to damn much, and it's driving myself nuts. If I say I need something, and if I go out looking for it, I'm going to completely miss it. Being present is so important. Just be present. What I need will reveal itself when I am being. FDASGhadsjkfhdsfkahslkdas fuck man. It's really intense. It'll be sorted out soon enough, I guess. jkhaljf. Blah. This is how I feel.